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2:38 p.m. || 2005-03-01
[mood: okay. 
]
[music: 50 cent - 21 Questions]
I woke up and I bolted to the loo and bathed and came out. I was ready to charge to Ngee Ann Polytechnic for applications.
Ahh well. It was some comfort that everyone I met there seemed to say that 13 for L1R4 gave me a much better chance among others. Some. Comfort. But I don't like tests and interviews. I have never been to an interview in my entire life. I'm pretty sure I'll get in for the test, but the thing where you speak in front of two or more people, that's not really my thing. Maybe I'd pull a Willow and run out screaming in absolute horror.
Anyway, I signed up for everything and I'm settled. Mark told me to savour what time I have left now before school opens or I will regret not having the most chaotic fun when I'm in school.
Right now, I can only play alot of Shadows of Rome. Only Eunice has seen that game in its full glory. She wondered about the particular Salvo called Juicy Tomato. It was a move where you bash in the head of an opponent into a bloody pulp until they fall to the ground without a head. I think I like that game alot.
Speaking of games, I would like to buy some. I would like to buy alot of things, but I don't know where to start or what to buy. I should make another list. And stick it in that new book. I haven't touched that for ages.
I think this whole revival of rap-interest started out with playing GTA:SA and listening to too much Radio Los Santos.
My laptop and old junk of a machine is going to finally come back home. But suddenly I lost all my muses, which is bad. And I'm having a big dilemma on what to stuff into my portfolio when I turn up for the interview. Friends, please help.
If anyone can invite me to their place, please do. I think I could spend some time with people who isn't in my house. Sometimes. I may change my mind, though.
I was rewarded $50 yesterday when I told my uncle I got 16 points for my R5. I wish all relatives were like that.
I love the pillow Man gave me. :D.
Thank God that I got 16 points. 16 years of my dear life, He has dragged me by the arms, flung me over His comfy shoulder and carried me the rest of the way through. Life is no fun without Him.
Blessed travels for Jeri, who leaves for New Jersey today. I've decided to write letters to her, only because. Hope you grow up well there, woman.
Update.
I'm bored. Here's the usual garbage. 1. What are you doing now? Eating a box of orange tic tacs slowly, listening to Jamie Cullum's twentysomething.2. what were you doing before this? Eating tic tacs. Playing Shadow of Rome.
3. what are you thinking now? About how the heck I can eat a whole damn box of tic tacs in a day. In an hour. Ok, in fifteen minutes. And interviews. Shudder.
4. what time did you sleep last night? 11. That's late, according to mom.
5. what did you do last night? Planned my scheme on barging into NgeeAnnPoly as soon as I could. Actually, I ate a huge oily dinner, sat in a car ride for an hour because my Japanese uncle wanted a tour, and talked to Jas on the phone.
6. what did you last say to a friend last night? I said 'pangsai' and 'nehnehpok' quite a few times to Jas. I talked to her about alot of things.
7. what attracts you to the opposite sex? If they're lame, or stupid, or funny, AND honest, they are attractive. But ah well, as long as they have male parts.
8. what makes you happy? Writing. Fandom! Games. Friends. God makes me very happy, thank you very much. Music. John Mayer. Alot of things make me happy.
9. what are you wearing right now? THE LUMINOUS ORANGE TIGHTS! And a very big Surfers' Paradise Shirt.
10. what will you do after answering this? Look for Shadow of Rome walkthroughs. And then play Shadow of Rome. Alternatively, I'll go look for fanfiction. Or watch Vanilla Sky.
11.who was the last person you talked to? Mom.
12. what do you want to tell someone but you don't know how to tell him/her? I normally know what to tell people. If I'm angry, I'd just tell them 'Up yours'. Or make hand signs.
13. when is your birthday? 21st October.
14. when is your father's birthday? 23 March. Shit, that's this month.
15. when did you last cry? I can't remember. Last year. Sometime.
16. when did you last smile? This morning.
17. why did you answer this? Because I'm a fecking survey do-er. Don't you people get that?
18. when will you marry? Can I use a lifeline?
19. when did you last receive a gift? Yesterday. TWO! Thanks Man and Eun. :D
20. when did you last drink alcoholic beverages? Um, last week?
21. who will you vote for president? Lawrence, my tuition teacher, only because he's so cool.
22. who was the last person you talked w/ yesterday? Mark, my brother.
23. who makes you happy? See qn 8, "What makes you happy?"
24. who is your enemy? I don't think I have any. Human. Enemies.
25. who has the qualities you like in a guy/girl? I'm not sure. Keanu Reeves? xD. Joshua Woo. His faith and knowledge moves everyone. Plus, he says 'homie'.
26. who do you hate most among your friends? This is a really stupid question.
27. who's your closest friend? Amanda.
28. who has the cutest smile you've ever seen? I'm not sure. Randy Orton has the best SMIRK.
29. who do you talk on d phone with often? Amanda. Lots.
30. do you belong to a team in your school? I don't belong to a school anymore.
31. how was school? See qn 30, above.
32. any regrets? Uh.
33. do you smoke? Nuh-uh.
34. do you have someone in mind that you want to marry? I think so. If they're celebrities. Karl Urban. Please?
35. do you kiss your parents good night? no.
36. does your crush often send you messages in friendster? I have no crush.
37. how about in e-mail? Stop asking that question!
38. how often do you use the internet? Inhuman hours.
39. how is your hair styled right now? It's tied up. As usual.
40. how are you feeling right now? Hungry. No more tic tacs.
41. how is the weather? Half here and there.
42. how will you treat your loved one? Very affectionately. With all my lameness, it will make them vomit with utter passion.
43. how did you learn about friendster? I didn't. I can't be bothered.
44. how old are you this year? 17.
45.do you miss some one? Nope. not really. I think.
No. A person doesn't just wake up and stop loving somebody! ~Buffy, "I Only Have Eyes For You"
