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10.21 a.m. || 2005-01-11
[mood: sleepy 
]
[music: four star mary - pain 
]
I spent all morning on that fourstar icon, I don't know why. But yeah, I guess the music section will get an icon too.
I'm not at school again. Jelaine thinks it's rather patheric to use being sick as an excuse to skip PE. I guess it is, unless you want me to fall onto the floor wheezing. Thanks, Jelaine. :/. How supportive.
But anyway, these days are starting to cloud for me. Maybe it's the weather, maybe it's my throat, maybe it's just plain wondering of existence, I just feel slightly... grumpy? Maybe not so much the right word to describe it.
The printer ran out of colour ink a long time ago. I'm just going to leave it at that. :/.
One of the lenses in my glasses fell out yesterday. I'm not sure if MI is going to like me wearing my brown tinted ones. I think there's going to be a lot to catch up on by the time I get back. It's not like I really want to go back, I just don't like to sit there and not process anything. That lady in chemistry doesn't even know that only 0.6% understand the concept, and she clearly doesn't tke hints very well. I think asking her to slow down is direct enough, but I guess that went in one ear and out the other.
I think I won't go out so much anymore. My mom's bank account is shrinking since Chinese New Year's around a few corners. Actually, I won't go out. Sorry guys. I have to do this sometimes. Stay at home and being a lump is usually the best way to save money. For me, that is. Mom has already insisted that I buy clothes for New Year and that has put a dent in both our wallets.
Alot of new things are happening this year. Got to know a boy. Got a full 353 and a quarter days to live a life this year. It's quite alot of things you can do in all that time. I can sit in my chair and watch my books slowly yellow in the sun (something which is inevitable, but I hate), or I can decide to go to theme park rides everyday, or I can serve God and do something for the church, or I can choose to raise funds for charities and aids, or I can go to school and tap my pen on chair-desks listening to things that would apply to my future.
There are alot of things to do, but all I'm afraid that I'll waste it. Like going to a school that I won't be staying in after my results come out. Time I could've spent earning a penny so mom wouldn't have to give me hers. :/.
Geez, ah well.
No. A person doesn't just wake up and stop loving somebody! ~Buffy, "I Only Have Eyes For You"
