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7:58 a.m. || 2005-03-18
[mood: cranky, and afraid .jpg)
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I didn't get much sleep last night because my father was snoring so loudly. I was surprised that my mom didn't wake up, but then that all dissolved when she let out a big snort too. So I was stuck being awake for about 3 hours, going back to sleep when they had all left the house.
I didn't wake up very pleasantly. It had only hit me now that when I call up tomorrow, I won't get in for MCM. I'm not sure. It's just an absolute feeling of dread that I should've felt when I went to collect the O cert. I can't afford to not get in. I know everyone's going to tell me it's going to be okay, and I have that great big chance of getting in, but what if?
Doubts really suck. I don't want to think about it. Ugh. I know God has a plan for me and He'll take good care of me.
Third bad thing to experience: sore throat. If I get in, I'm going to have an interview. Damn if I get a full on sore throat. And it also sucks because I can limit what I eat.
I should be writing something extra to put in my portfolio, but I've lost the mood to do anything right now. I just want to transform into a big lump and let no one prod or push me.
Plus, this morning I'm feeling extremely hungry.
Icons Update Today:
:D
Update, again: I have seriously NOTHING to do. Made lotsa mood icon stuff for Jas.
BREATHES. :D.
No. A person doesn't just wake up and stop loving somebody! ~Buffy, "I Only Have Eyes For You"
